http://myhiddendaemon.com Sat, 27 Sep 2008 23:00:22 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I'll never be skinny. http://myhiddendaemon.com/302 I miss him more than I thought I would. I mean, I knew that it was going to be hard removing an element that had become such a constant, but even so. This is more than even I bargained for. I'm going to wait it out, but I think I've come ... http://myhiddendaemon.com/where-are-my-sunglasses It feels weird sleeping by myself. I'm so used to feeling the heat of another body next to me, that heavy weight, the rhythmic breathing. I haven't slept well for the last two nights, wondering what's going on, and what exactly I'm supposed to be doing. My days feel hollow ... http://myhiddendaemon.com/for-the-best We're trying to fix things. Trying to save them. He's leaving. For a month. Maybe things will get better. http://myhiddendaemon.com/abstract-reality O. M. G. I found Import Food quite a while ago and fell in love with the site right away. I mean. They have a TON of Thai stuff, so why wouldn't I fall in love right away, right? Anyway. Every month I get a new Thai recipe e-mailed to me, and this month's ... http://myhiddendaemon.com/importfoodcom Here's what I've been up to over the last few months: At the Olive Garden for some seasonal dessert: (This is the most delicious food in existence.) At Hanna Bistro: Words, words, words. Pictures, pictures, pictures. Life is still going. I'm still here. Just don't forget me, okay? http://myhiddendaemon.com/a-massive-picture-post I cried today when I realized we both were right but only one of us could win. These words are hollow and even when I try to breath meaning into them they remain flat and empty. My young heart is failing, the treasures of youth fading quickly into memories that will only be forgotten. Good-bye, little girl, good-bye and good ... http://myhiddendaemon.com/growing-up-and-facing-facts I died sometime, in the middle of my sleep, And I'm wondering how to jump start my heart. http://myhiddendaemon.com/o-treacherous-night Can I please be super, ultra great at something? Anything? http://myhiddendaemon.com/ugh Yeah, yeah. I did it again. =) http://myhiddendaemon.com/screaming-blond-baby